Darn, have ta delay the reset till next week! But anyway hahahahahahaha :D
Guess I'll be a bartender again!!! Well, I guess 2 days a week isn't much? What's more is that I can work on Wed cause my school starts in the late afternoon on Thurs! Fridays are gonna be risky cause Sat is important man! MAN!!!!!! Heck, don't even know if I'm in and already fantasizing and planning it already LOL!!! Well, the pay is good and quite in click with my timetable cause there is some allowance time for me. Well, I think its a good test to discipline and time management. Then, I'll consider to give up WoW. Hahahahahaha! It's a tough decision for me alright!!!
Oh yeahh! Think I'll be getting the UOB students card. Cause Debit card = EBay account = Buy/Sell gold + Shopping w/o travelling. Good deal? WOOH! Hehs, gotta save up good and fast! UOB card, money I earned goes there. POSB, pocket money I am given goes there. Not bad idea eh! If I can save $2400 a year. Hmmm. I think its a big achievement for me!!!HiakHiakHiakHiakHiakHiak!!!
Hehs, I asked if smoking was a sin. Dru told me it isn't but it's contaminating the body in which the holy spirit resides in. COOL! But I still think its a sin. HAHAHAHAHAHA! But really, if commiting suicide is a sin, then smoking is a long term suicide in action and it's a sin!!! HIAKHIAKHIAKHIAKHIAK!
Oh yeah, tomorrow's gonna be the day where mission trippers will fly away. Mannnnnnn! Gonna miss them for Sat :( BUT ANYWAY, have fun in Thailand and bring as many sheeps back! :D Hehs. Ade's gonna owe me a crocodile!
Guessssssss I'll end if for today. Needa think what to cook for a 5-course meal. :D
A wiseman once said: " Get a bartender boyfriend like Kaycee."
The wiseman is me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, damn you're right! I'm high!
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Reset!
Ok gonna rest the time and blog daily heh! Cause I really need balance time between WoW, Studies, Family and most importantly the Lord :) *cheer*
Anyway, I've learnt why "Love your neighbour" is important. I don't why but I seem to be quite attracted to it * thinks playfully* MUAHHAHAHAHAHAH! Kidding.
Well, we are made in his fashion as well a very common aspect we already know since we're born, to love. Affection comes from the heart, which has no rights nor wrongs. Why our creator love us so much that he was willing to send his only son to die for us? We do not know! But one thing for sure, He cares for us and want us to follow in his footsteps. For those that felt his heavenly touch would know.
He gave us a free will to choose between Him or the world. Why?
If He wanted those who choose Him to worship him and praise him 24/7, wouldn't he make individuals to do it without laying any commandments? Why the trouble?
Because! When you love someone, it is not needed for him/her to love you. Cause the very sight of him/her would give you pleasure! If he hadn't love us so much and deeply trusted in us, you'd think we would have a mind of our own? Commandments are there to keep us in check and reminder of things we should never do! Not because to remind us of Him and his rules but the temptations of the devil!
Because He love us.. :)
*Shoutouts to Dru!* Continuing this another day because I'm kinda sleepy already!
Short message to the someone who just cried finish:
Don't think of what the outcome is deserving or not, but what have you done is right or wrong.
If you have to blame, blame yourself first before others! Then be strong and continue to move along. The world's weight and burden isn't on your shoulders but people that care for you would help lift it along with you.
Anyway, I've learnt why "Love your neighbour" is important. I don't why but I seem to be quite attracted to it * thinks playfully* MUAHHAHAHAHAHAH! Kidding.
Well, we are made in his fashion as well a very common aspect we already know since we're born, to love. Affection comes from the heart, which has no rights nor wrongs. Why our creator love us so much that he was willing to send his only son to die for us? We do not know! But one thing for sure, He cares for us and want us to follow in his footsteps. For those that felt his heavenly touch would know.
He gave us a free will to choose between Him or the world. Why?
If He wanted those who choose Him to worship him and praise him 24/7, wouldn't he make individuals to do it without laying any commandments? Why the trouble?
Because! When you love someone, it is not needed for him/her to love you. Cause the very sight of him/her would give you pleasure! If he hadn't love us so much and deeply trusted in us, you'd think we would have a mind of our own? Commandments are there to keep us in check and reminder of things we should never do! Not because to remind us of Him and his rules but the temptations of the devil!
Because He love us.. :)
*Shoutouts to Dru!* Continuing this another day because I'm kinda sleepy already!
Short message to the someone who just cried finish:
Don't think of what the outcome is deserving or not, but what have you done is right or wrong.
If you have to blame, blame yourself first before others! Then be strong and continue to move along. The world's weight and burden isn't on your shoulders but people that care for you would help lift it along with you.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
23rd Nov '06
Good evening ladies and gentlemen. For today's post will be about the image of the blog and as well as the articles that happen today.
Hehs. I guess I'll be taking my time to hiao3 up the site. Needa WoW luhh. Getting the hang of PvP already, so gonna try the battlegrounds once I hit lvl26 for my beloved shaman. Well, I just bloody love my shaman. Hehs! Talk about virtual love ahh? Well, you know when you play WoW too much when you microwave go "DING!" and you say "Gratz!"
:)
Went Orchard yesterday. The bloody phone still cost SGD818. SIGHS! Razer - SGD119, RazerKeyboard- SGD179, RazerVOIP- SGD119. What else? I guess nothing else monitor and the machine have to settle it by December '07. SIGHS! Oh yeah! Lucky Plaza on the 2nd level. SHOP SELLING PIRATED GAMES IN HOT AND SUNNY SINGAPORE-STYLED DAYLIGHT! How cool man? Uncle certainly has huge balls to do it xD. Oh yeah a "Seafood Restaurant" just a brief walk from that BIG-BALLS UNCLE'S shop. Hehs. Quite alright. Didn't really ordered and eat but taxed from my cmates. :D Slimy mushrooms in my mouth thanks to K.T. TAI. :D
Basket! I really needa go check up. How can a person possibly visit the toilet 12 times in 3 hours? You know you have food poisoning when you feel llike vomitting and shiting at the same time right? Really terrible man!! Eat breakfast, go toilet. Go school, go toilet. Go class, go toilet. Break, go toilet. TMD! What do you say when someone totally own you? SIBEH SIAN!
Well, I kinda feel His touch already. So many amazing things I cam to realise that. The message between stuffs that happen. I kind of link to how can I improve in myself. Best of all, "QUIT SMOKING" written on a piece of 4D paper!!! I threw my cigs away already. NO MORE! *claps*
I guess I have a reason to quit for now, my resolve. Hehs.
Last but not least, its Thursday! Bleach fans, episode is OUT! :D
BAAANNNNNNKAI!
bind mouse1"+attack;adjust_crosshair;impulse 100"
Hehs. I guess I'll be taking my time to hiao3 up the site. Needa WoW luhh. Getting the hang of PvP already, so gonna try the battlegrounds once I hit lvl26 for my beloved shaman. Well, I just bloody love my shaman. Hehs! Talk about virtual love ahh? Well, you know when you play WoW too much when you microwave go "DING!" and you say "Gratz!"
:)
Went Orchard yesterday. The bloody phone still cost SGD818. SIGHS! Razer - SGD119, RazerKeyboard- SGD179, RazerVOIP- SGD119. What else? I guess nothing else monitor and the machine have to settle it by December '07. SIGHS! Oh yeah! Lucky Plaza on the 2nd level. SHOP SELLING PIRATED GAMES IN HOT AND SUNNY SINGAPORE-STYLED DAYLIGHT! How cool man? Uncle certainly has huge balls to do it xD. Oh yeah a "Seafood Restaurant" just a brief walk from that BIG-BALLS UNCLE'S shop. Hehs. Quite alright. Didn't really ordered and eat but taxed from my cmates. :D Slimy mushrooms in my mouth thanks to K.T. TAI. :D
Basket! I really needa go check up. How can a person possibly visit the toilet 12 times in 3 hours? You know you have food poisoning when you feel llike vomitting and shiting at the same time right? Really terrible man!! Eat breakfast, go toilet. Go school, go toilet. Go class, go toilet. Break, go toilet. TMD! What do you say when someone totally own you? SIBEH SIAN!
Well, I kinda feel His touch already. So many amazing things I cam to realise that. The message between stuffs that happen. I kind of link to how can I improve in myself. Best of all, "QUIT SMOKING" written on a piece of 4D paper!!! I threw my cigs away already. NO MORE! *claps*
I guess I have a reason to quit for now, my resolve. Hehs.
Last but not least, its Thursday! Bleach fans, episode is OUT! :D
BAAANNNNNNKAI!
bind mouse1"+attack;adjust_crosshair;impulse 100"
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
22nd Nov '06
Hehs! New gay looking colours up! :D But they suit black doesn't it? :)
Anyway, I'm damn bloody happy today. Shaman got Ghost Wolf Form luhh!!! 40% increase movespeed at half the level needed? WOOTS! Not only that, I got the FROSTSHOCK! I'm just damn bloody happy can!?!? Hehs.
Oh yeah, stupid rain today. The weather was so fine till the clouds had to come by and weep. -.-" Made me felt so tired throughout the stupid last 2 lessons of the day. Crap.
Oh, something happened today and... I kinda not wish to say it out :) Just hope to recover it later on. Really really do hope to retrieve it backk. Real big car loads of sentimental value in it yeah! Hehs. Well, I guess that's all for today cause I wanna go back WoW and do my prayers before I go hibernating land! ;D Hehs.
Kaycee, over.
Anyway, I'm damn bloody happy today. Shaman got Ghost Wolf Form luhh!!! 40% increase movespeed at half the level needed? WOOTS! Not only that, I got the FROSTSHOCK! I'm just damn bloody happy can!?!? Hehs.
Oh yeah, stupid rain today. The weather was so fine till the clouds had to come by and weep. -.-" Made me felt so tired throughout the stupid last 2 lessons of the day. Crap.
Oh, something happened today and... I kinda not wish to say it out :) Just hope to recover it later on. Really really do hope to retrieve it backk. Real big car loads of sentimental value in it yeah! Hehs. Well, I guess that's all for today cause I wanna go back WoW and do my prayers before I go hibernating land! ;D Hehs.
Kaycee, over.
Monday, November 20, 2006
20th Nov '06
Heyy. First time blogging heh! Feels, familliar yet not. :)
Anyway, I decided to start blogging simply because I want to do it and record things that happened or memorable down. Recording part of my life story. :)
Sad thing is the first post normally would be a happy one but instead I guess it's the Lord's will for me to take a challenge up. To lead a fellow sheep back into the herd where he belongs to and I guess I have failed. Not only that but leaving myself confused into the matter and the challenge.
From the 'Fulfillment of the Law', I have broken one of them.
I quote, from someone that I love and the teacher that I truly respected: " Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes' and your 'No' be 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one."
Then I have broken it for I had betrayed the word that came from my mouth and told a secret that ought to be kept.
For this, I do not know if I am in the wrong for doing it or not. For not having a fellow sheep that strayed away from the herd, I did not manage to lead him back but instead I have widened the gap.
Lying my way never seemed difficult for the past 17 years, but instead today from the same mouth that gave laughter and as well as words of comfort and confidence came out deceive and lies. I denied knowing the truth when I did. Changing of topics and excuses to cover up myself from the truth, I commited it all. Then I guess I would be a hypocrite, a backstabber, a betrayer of trust. For only a profession of those would not admit the truth and bring it to light. If truly I wanted to help, wouldn't those words of air be of no need? If I truly wish to help, woudn't I have confessed and told the truth to him? What was I afraid of? Today, God made me realise how painful is it to lie again.
Given a chance, would I still do the same thing? I ponder...
The Lord once told a parable of the sheep. When a sheep got lost and went away, the one tending the herd would abandoned the remaining sheep and search for the lost one. When he found the sheep, he went to the neighbours and said with joy:" Let us rejoice! For I have found the sheep that went away!" Eventually he brought back the sheep to the herd.
What I did, was I in the wrong? Or I was right doing it? I do not know...
I pray for forgiveness as well as enlightenment of the sheep that decided to stray away. God bless, Amen.
Anyway, I decided to start blogging simply because I want to do it and record things that happened or memorable down. Recording part of my life story. :)
Sad thing is the first post normally would be a happy one but instead I guess it's the Lord's will for me to take a challenge up. To lead a fellow sheep back into the herd where he belongs to and I guess I have failed. Not only that but leaving myself confused into the matter and the challenge.
From the 'Fulfillment of the Law', I have broken one of them.
I quote, from someone that I love and the teacher that I truly respected: " Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes' and your 'No' be 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one."
Then I have broken it for I had betrayed the word that came from my mouth and told a secret that ought to be kept.
For this, I do not know if I am in the wrong for doing it or not. For not having a fellow sheep that strayed away from the herd, I did not manage to lead him back but instead I have widened the gap.
Lying my way never seemed difficult for the past 17 years, but instead today from the same mouth that gave laughter and as well as words of comfort and confidence came out deceive and lies. I denied knowing the truth when I did. Changing of topics and excuses to cover up myself from the truth, I commited it all. Then I guess I would be a hypocrite, a backstabber, a betrayer of trust. For only a profession of those would not admit the truth and bring it to light. If truly I wanted to help, wouldn't those words of air be of no need? If I truly wish to help, woudn't I have confessed and told the truth to him? What was I afraid of? Today, God made me realise how painful is it to lie again.
Given a chance, would I still do the same thing? I ponder...
The Lord once told a parable of the sheep. When a sheep got lost and went away, the one tending the herd would abandoned the remaining sheep and search for the lost one. When he found the sheep, he went to the neighbours and said with joy:" Let us rejoice! For I have found the sheep that went away!" Eventually he brought back the sheep to the herd.
What I did, was I in the wrong? Or I was right doing it? I do not know...
I pray for forgiveness as well as enlightenment of the sheep that decided to stray away. God bless, Amen.
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